Wednesday, 26 October 2011

Definitions

And so it starts - I pull up a chair, stretch out my limbs and think. Think. Not worry, not imagine, not plan or be pressured by people, expectations... anything. I realise it's been a while since I did that; just snip the strings... and think.

Yes. Now that I am absolute; outside it all, I find clarity. And I find myself being pulled back to reality as my father calls my name. I am Reshma. What's in a name, I wonder? Mine has a remote connection to silk; smoothness. I like the sound of that. I like my name, I realise. And how it defines me.

How do you go about defining a person, though? Not by their connections and the roles they play; that is too variable. Not by their actions; that too is inconsistent. What is it, then, that defines a human being? Makes them who they are? Their essence lies... in their intent, perhaps?

I am baffled (clearly) but I'm glad I took the first step. Out of the corner of my mind, a door creaks; beckoning me. I smile to myself in content. I've begun... at last!

5 comments:

  1. hey resh,
    guess what , its completely elicit and instigating to actually watch you take the first step. trust me every thing huge starts small. the best part is you are doing this for your self!!

    cheerio girl <3

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  2. woot woot!!
    u go girl!
    i gt ur back ;)

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  3. Nothing like a blog to make you feel like you've finally let it all off your chest, eh?

    You go girl!

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