A lot of things, I must get off my chest. Literally. Physically. Completely. Wholly. Truly. Why? Because I must protect myself. When being pulled in different directions, it is difficult to know where to go: find your footing. You take one step at a time. Pick up the pieces, get back together. I will not concentrate on the difficulty of this task but merely accept it and move on. That is what life has taught me. One person cannot mean so many different things. At least, that is what makes sense right now. Letting go. But I cannot completely let go. Why? (It seems) From this standpoint, all my life people have defined me. Why? I did not speak up. Why? I was not confident enough. Why? I questioned Myself. Ah. Note to self: stop doing that. My instincts may lead me in many directions. But there is an uncertain force that brings me back to alignment. Makes me feel balanced. Like a Libran. Which I am. Hmmm...
Hey, that's a good start! Waiting for the rest!
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